I have come to understand over the course of my journey
that I must carry the one ring. Even though it started
off as a burden, I know realize the ring has made me
what I am, and without it, I would be a very fat content
hobbit, but I would know nothing of life. I would have
never know Aragon, Gimli, or Legolas, from who I have
gained so much. I would be another hobbit in that dark
hole. I think back to my younger days with Billbo, and
remember the lessons he taught me. How we both were
under the dark veil of the ring, and how he gave me
a chance to destroy the ring, and chance he would never
have.
I have walked in darkness with the ring, and I look
at Smeagol and wonder if I may follow the same course
as him eventually. We are both so much alike. But no,
were Smeagol walks alone, I have Sam, and Gandalf, and
a host of others. Smeagol wants the ring, needs the
ring. I endure the ring, knowing always that although
it would give me power, it would destroy those around
me, and that is the difference - Smeagol would use the
ring's power without thought, without care. The memory
of my friends save me from the ring, as well as any
of their blades ever have saved me from orc, or goblin,
or troll. As Gandalf sacrificed himself that I may have
a chance, so would I for my firends, I can do no less
for his memory. No, I am not like Semgol, I walk with
others, and they make the difference.
I know not what path opens ahead of me, but I walk it
with others even though they are not with me. Sting
reminds me of Bilbo. The elvish cloak I wear of Galadrial
and Legolas. When I follow a trail, I remember the skills
taught me by Aragon. I will not fail. If I fail, I fail
not only myself, but every person who has ever placed
faith in me, and that is something I will not, can not
allow. I alone can destroy the ring. I alone can carry
the ring, its awful weight weighting me down. I have
come to accept this and am at peace with it.